I completed my first year of college with a 1.75 GPA. I should have gotten a flat 1. I feel like a disgrace!
My college experience was alright. It didn't impress me or bore me.
I got a couple of acquaintances through that experience too. I can't really call them friends because I only knew them for a couple of months. LOL.
Why do you say I speak of college like I finished it already?
It is because, I have moved.
I cannot disclose my location until further notice though.
And I want to vent out my feelings here.
You see, I left a lot behind. I left someone very special to me behind.
I can't vent out all my feelings on my DeviantArt account because... it doesn't feel right.
Then I remembered I had a blogspot account and viola! Here I am again!
Here's my DA journal entry dated March 25:
I have only a couple of days left here and I can't understand how I feel about moving.
I mean, I'm happy that my life is taking on a new chapter but I keep thinking of what I'm leaving behind.I'm trying my best not to sulk into the sadness of it all for the sake of my boyfriend.I'm sure he'll be taking most of the blow from this.'Cause I bet I'll be happy there. New country, new school, new friends.While he'll still be here, in the same place, the same people with the exemption that I'll be replaced by a memory.(This is starting to sound like I'm gonna die. Oh God! Please don't let me die this early!)That's another thing that's bothering me. I'm getting scared of the flight going there.I've been on an aircraft but for flights that only last a couple of hours not almost half a day!I keep thinking that the plane might crash (or not even fly).Anyway, I've been trying to keep my life pretty much the same as it has always been.We even watched the Hunger Games (which was totally awesome even though there were a lot of stuff changed from the book)Although I'm not accepting any clay commissions because of my great move (I used up all my clay).Well... That's pretty much everything I wanted to say that isn't too personal to divulge in.The rest is too emotionally confusing that even I can't understand it.
